About Austin

I think for me, I always laugh at one thing in particular. I always, always laugh at something funny. Ok? So what’s funny to me? I think I love stupidity. I remember last year, during comp sci, I was trying to find jokes to tell to my friend and I ended up on the reddit page for antijokes. Antijokes are jokes without a punchline. You expect them to be a joke, but they just end up being a statement that’s obvious. For example, What’s the governments best kept secret? I don’t know. I remember just reading through it and dying. To my friend, they seemed stupid, and he probably cringed at me reading them out loud to him, but I couldn’t help but laugh. And not just with stupid jokes, it also ties into what I find funny on the internet. I remember finding this video, It’s something that any "normal" person should be able to watch with a straightface, but to me it was hilarious. One may say that I’m too “brainrotted” but I disagree. My thoughts aren’t consumed by “brainrot”. I don’t...

After reading Memento Mori, I thought about what my life would be like if I lived in 10 minute cycles. It was pretty scary. I thought living in these cycles would not allow me to experience life. But then I continued thinking and I realized something. Living in these cycles might bring me bliss. Life is horrible. We live to live then we die. When we live, there's so much stress and pain and so many problems with the world. However, if I live in these cycles, I'll never feel stress or pain or "experience" these problems because I will never remember them. This idea seemed beautiful. I just need to stab a hole into my brain and I'll be set free! But that's not how life works. This life sucks. Will I be confined in a mental institution like Earl? If I'm not, I won't live a good life. I'll live a meaningless life. I can't learn or get things done efficiently. I'll have to be taken care of constantly and waste someone else's time. All the po...