Skip to main content

Prompt 2

I think my childhood could make the eternal recurrence worth it. As a child, I was genuinely happy. I had no worries, no responsibilities. I just lived life in the moment and didn’t care about my future or past. Now, as I’ve matured, I’ve realized how much struggle there is in life. As my friends would say, we’re all stuck in the rat race. I know I’ll never find that childhood innocence in myself again. Therefore, I would love to be retold elements of my life, even if I had to endure all the struggle. This one element would 1000% make it all worth it.
Now to connect this with Siddhartha. When Siddhartha can’t pay the ferry guy, the ferry guy says I know you’ll be back, because he’s enlightened, so he knows that life is just one big cycle. Every part of life will repeat itself.
If you think about it, the childhood joy could be applied to this as well. When people get older and settle down, what do they do? They have children, and I think part of the reason why is because these children serve as a reminder of their past, of that joy they once had. I’m not a parent, so I wouldn’t know, but I think this could be a reason?
And when people get old and their children start to have children, they get excited as well. I know because all grandparents get so happy when they’re with their grandchildren. This goes to back to the cycle, it’s like their becoming a parent again. They’re raising children again. And when they raise children, they find that happiness again.
Much like Siddhartha, life is just this series of reoccurrences. And although I may never find the happiness in myself again, I know that I can find it others. The happiness just changes form. So I guess my personal goal for this semester is to spend more time with my family. 

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Why taking AP Chemistry was the best thing ever

During the how to write your college essay video, the person kept emphasizing the importance of showing growth. That got me thinking about my own growth. Trying to pinpoint a specific moment in my life where I felt like I grew was difficult. Sometimes I look back on my past self and cringe at my actions, so I do know I've grown. But pinpointing a single, truly pivotal moment was difficult. I know for a fact that I grew from 9th to 10th grade because of the difficult classes I took. I know for a fact that I grew over the pandemic because I started actually doing my homework. But these were all periods of my life, not exact moments. So I continued thinking... During my sophomore year, I took AP Chemistry. Near the beginning of the year, we covered thermodynamics. By that point, we had already gone through three unit tests, and most of these tests were manageable. If I memorized how everything was solved, then I would get a decent grade on the tests. Going into this test I thought the...

Poem

I decided to make my poem on not wanting to write poetry because I don’t want to write poetry. Here’s the first draft. I did the first draft as it came to my mind. Do i fr gotta do this I’m forcing myself to write Words come from the abyss To make this poem alright I just need to finish this blog Get to nine lines I’ll be like a dog I’ll follow all the guidelines Just give me a good grade Now the first thing I noticed when I went back is that I rhymed lines with guidelines. I don’t think that’s how the rhyme scheme is supposed to work. I don’t think I’m supposed to rhyme the same word with itself. So I decided to change that. I also thought the ending was a bit weird and I wanted to play more into the dog thing. I felt like it was a good joke as well because according to the Chinese Zodiac I’m a dog. I also changed the last line because I felt like it would be better if it was a more abrupt ending. To connect with breaking, I didn’t mean to write out “Do i fr gotta do this”. I was goin...

Minecraft

A bird chirped, but in my mind I had just leveled up in Minecraft. I got confused. I was currently building a base in Minecraft, and you don’t gain XP by building. I didn’t think much of it, so I kept playing. Hours passed and morning came, so I went to bed. As I lay, I reflected on Minecraft and I thought back to the level up sound that played while I was building. I couldn’t figure out why it played, so I concluded it was a glitch. I guess I never thought of the world outside Minecraft. Level up sound effect in Minecraft